I close my eyes
I see you in my thoughts
I do not understand it,
I dont understand this one part
I previously like u but now ...
I do not understand what was happening to me
I should not
fear - revolts me
fear - I do not regret any moment with you
fear - let me look into your eyes
fear - allows to smile
Fear - I want to be close
the fear you moves away
to a safe distance from me
my sweet stranger, my friend ...
I miss your eyes
and your voice, which sometimes I do not recognize
my dear "sweet lord"
Teacher of the road
You reminded me "of me"
I was once so happy, sweet, always smiling
and now the demons of this world had got me
I feel empty inside
I want to cry
They destroyed me
and destroy ever ...
writhe in about my body
I allow to escape
get away with this ...
I am fighting with them still ...